tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-75305835217482207532024-02-20T14:36:46.643-05:00A Messy IndulgenceAnnahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13770384092093097766noreply@blogger.comBlogger237125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7530583521748220753.post-47946082079028066922016-01-14T22:49:00.001-05:002016-01-14T22:49:40.410-05:00Three Startling Graces of God...In my life, God shows himself daily. I am given small glimpses of grace and forgiveness and purpose...and sometimes I forget to notice these gifts as what they are. It is always a good idea to stop and take inventory of the little things...so as not to take them for granted on the way to bigger things.<br />
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I am constantly in awe of the way God provides for us. We have faced difficulties, to be sure. Through everything though, I am reminded that things will work out...that we will overcome...that we need only have patience and faith. We are blessed to live in our sweet home, a home full of memories and life and love. We struggle financially, but manage to always stay current on our bills and have enough to eat. Our mode of transportation recently became a little more unreliable, and we were covered by family. In these ways, God shows His grace.<br />
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I am amazed at the grace in my heart. Though it would be easier to hate, to harden, to neglect...I am shown how to forgive, to love, to grow. For many years I battled with this. I was unforgiving. I held on to hurts, even self inflicted ones. I was unable to let go of others' cruelty and mistreatment. I lived constantly feeling under attack and misunderstood. I struggled with comparisons, jealousy, want, and regret. But, by accepting Gods grace and forgiveness, I was able to offer grace and forgiveness to others. And to myself. I was able to recognize hurtful behaviors..in myself and in the people I love. I was able to let go of what I thought I wanted in favor of what I actually needed. And I was able to accept responsibility for hurts I have caused and ask for patience, forgiveness, and healing.<br />
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Mostly, I see startling grace in the everyday moments. When my husband makes me coffee in the morning. When I wake up holding his hand. When my daughter hugs me and tells me goodnight. When he drives me to doctors appointments, or to the grocery, or to the library. When my dogs snuggle me. When I'm doing dishes, or laundry, or homework. When life is mundane and normal and ordinary and extraordinary. In these moments, Gods grace is evident. In these moments.<br />
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The trick is in noticing <b>YOUR </b>moments. And being thankful for them.<br />
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Love, Blessings, & Peace.<br />
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But to find, and document, what I am grateful for about myself (despite it being easier to find and document the negatives) is what today asks for. So....I did some thinking.<br />
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Firstly, I have a great daughter. And, I have learned how to be a great mom. I learned much from my own mother...and feel that I have raised a girl that is caring, smart, empathetic, joyful, loving, and full of life. All the things that I strive to be myself. I can only hope that she learned how to be all these things by watching me. She is, by far, the greatest thing I have ever done, my most challenging adventure, and my most beautiful blessing.<br />
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Secondly, I have a great relationship with my husband. I have had to learn how to be a wife...and at times it was difficult. I have learned how to love and accept love in return. I have turned down the negative voice in the back of my mind...in order to listen to the positive voice of my spouse. I have accepted my role in our family, adjusted to our lifestyle, and welcomed comfort. I have allowed for my limitations...and worked to overcome my own doubts. I have created a welcoming and peaceful home, allowed calm to settle here, and encouraged my husband to grow. I am proud of the man he has become and I am thankful and grateful for our marriage.<br />
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Lastly, I am grateful for my faith. I have developed a routine to celebrate my relationship with Christ, and am learning how to express that faith creatively. I have tested my own borders, surpassed my own expectations, and continued to teach myself how to trust the process. I have certainly made mistakes, I am far from perfect or complete, but I am enjoying the journey and trusting in the outcome. I have pushed the envelope of my own creativity and have challenged myself to be greater.<br />
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I don't know if that was a successful response to the prompt (there I go with the doubts again)...but, I am grateful for these things. I want to add one more...only because it bears mentioning...I am beyond grateful for the relationships I have with my family and friends. My circle is small, without a doubt, but it is powerful. I know that I am cared for, taken care of, and covered in love.<br />
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And that is a testament to how I am choosing to live. Accepting love. Giving love. Praising and uplifting each other. But, mostly, trying to live a worthy life...one that does not require explanation or forgiveness.<br />
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See you tomorrow.<br />
Love, Blessings, & Peace.<br />
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In September, I promised you I was going to write more. And I did. It was a difficult decision to not post here, but it was made because I didn't feel that I had anything substantial or worthwhile to share. It is possible, in retrospect, that I was mistaken. I have made some very meaningful and significant changes in my life...I have learned how to practice mindful meditation, learned to share (and express) love and gratitude, and learned how to creatively channel my faith. It has been a year of slowing down, absorbing all the moments, and taking absolutely nothing for granted.<br />
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Which brings us to today! I wanted...no, I NEEDED...to embark on a journey of writing, witnessing, and wishing. And the best way I know to do all of that is to challenge myself to do all of that. So, I invited my dear cousin...the most wonderful, beautiful, gifted, and authentic person I know...to join me on a year long blogging journey.<br />
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Because we are both fans of Ann Voskamp, we felt it only appropriate to follow her One Thousand Gifts joy dare. (I dare YOU to read her book if you haven't already. It, without a doubt, changed my life.) It's pretty simple really...every day for the year, we find and share 3 things that bring us joy. Three God given blessings. Whatever they are, however silly or simple or insignificant. And, lucky for us, there just happens to be daily prompts...<br />
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Now, we chose to begin it 11 days in...rather than overwhelming ourselves trying to catch up. We discussed it, made a plan, and then I promptly forgot to log in the post. It happens. So...I bring you my one thousand...one day at a time. (And PLEASE follow my sweet girl on HER journey as well....Sheila at Saturday Morning Confusion. You'll be glad you did!)<br />
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Day 11: 3 Yellow Gifts of Fresh Mercy<br />
Sunshine. Easy right?<br />
Lemons. Because, lemonade.<br />
Daffodils. No more winter! On to spring! Bring me sunshine!<br />
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Day 12: Something Above, Below, Beside<br />
Above me is magic. Heaven, the Creator, clouds, possibility, promise, hope. Written here, that sounds much more poetic and romantic versus saying above me hangs my ever daunting to do lists.<br />
Below me is snow. The ground, the trees, the air. Truth be told, the snow is OUTSIDE...and below me is actually a cold hardwood floor and the pair of fuzzy socks I just smooshed off my feet.<br />
Beside me...weenie dogs. No really. Two of the three. Curled up, staying warm, one snoring. Objecting to the cold, snowy reality. And probably waiting to run off with one of my fuzzy socks.<br />
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And so it begins. And don't forget to follow my girl, Sheila. She's doing much better at this than me!<br />
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Love, Blessings, & Peace.<br />
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That's a pretty powerful first sentence. I mean, <i>of course </i>things are different. Everyone goes through moments and seasons and life. If we never changed because of that..well, I suppose we would be doomed to repeat all of our past mistakes and relive all of our failed chances.<br />
<b>That sounds depressing.</b><br />
Here's when it happened for me.<br />
I made a mindful decision to <b><i>stop</i></b>. To stop living in anger. To stop welcoming fear. To stop worrying and wondering and waiting. To stop the cycle of emotional abuse I was inflicting upon myself. I stopped trying to "keep up with the Joneses". I stopped explaining. I stopped making excuses. I just stopped.<br />
I practiced a mindful routine of peace. I participated in a daily ritual of calm meditation. I let life happen. I released my need to conspire for control. I accepted who I have become. I made allowances for my imperfections. I stopped sweating the small stuff.<br />
<b>Because it's <i>ALL</i> small stuff.</b><br />
And, somewhere along the way, I realized that I was writing here less and less. The reason why? Because I didn't need the world to participate in all the little things that had hurt me. Because they <b>STOPPED</b> hurting me.<br />
Of course that doesn't mean that I have nothing else to say to the world.<br />
I want to share my journey with all of you. I want to give you the tools to stop floundering in the world and start <b>LIVING</b> in it. I want to experience this <b>NEW</b> season of my life out in the open...completely raw and exposed. I want you to celebrate success with me...and dust off the stumbles with grace. I want a different ending to my story, and I want <b>YOU</b> to want that too.<br />
So we carry on. I will dedicate myself anew to this small corner of cyberspace. I will make it a daily habit to write, to create, to study, to live, to share and to love.<br />
Will I make mistakes? Of course. Will I get caught up in the hustle of the everyday? Probably. Will I forget the way from time to time? Yes. Will I give you all the ugly, inconvenient, painful truths that I encounter? Always.<br />
A new season of mindfulness. Because it's time.<br />
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Namaste and Blessings.<br />
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I really want to blog...but I'm just too cold to form words.<br />
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Last we spoke, I had moved into a new home (which I <b>LOVE</b>...finally starting to feel like we <b>LIVE</b> here.), had started school (which right now I <b>DO NOT</b> love...), and were preparing for the holiday season. Well, the holidays are over (thank goodness!) and I think it's safe to say that everyone was pleased with the outcome. We scaled back quite a bit this year (minus a super expensive..but so very thoughtful new Mac computer from my husband.) and supplemented with homemade gifts and such...but everyone was together and warm and happy. And that's really what it's all about. We went to the candlelight service at church and I felt renewed and ready to take on a new year.<br />
I received a beautiful journaling Bible for Christmas and have been so immersed and engrossed in it ever since. I started a year long study on January first...and have been doodling and lettering my little heart out! Funny the things you think you aren't very good at are the very things you find enjoyment in. I don't pretend to be artistically inclined...but I am learning and loving the journey.<br />
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I've also been hard at work on setting up my new planner for the new year. It's full of inspiration, words of encouragement, oh...and appointments. There's always <b><i>plenty</i></b> of those. I don't feel the need to be quite as forthcoming with it as I was last year..mainly because this year is a little more personal and low key. Remember that comment about scaling back? Well that has applied to the rest of our lives as well. We are living a much quieter, simpler, family oriented way of life....and I, personally, am loving it.<br />
But I might share a <b>FEW</b> things with you. You know, the important stuff.<br />
I'm hard at work on my Bachelors degree. Just started a new semester with an invitation to join the Honor Society. I'd say that I'm on the right track. Motivation has been a little lax...because it's cold and wintery outside and I really just want to hunker down and read <b><i>lots</i></b> of books. But, I'm getting there. Psychology is completely fascinating and excruciatingly boring....<b><i>at the same time</i></b>.<br />
We have a new puppy addition here. Tobias. He's an adorable nugget of <b>evil</b>. Having a puppy is much like living with a toddler, a tsunami, and a speeding bullet train all at once. Everything important (read pretty, valuable, or just likable) has been relocated, removed, or replaced. And he <b>loves</b> his hooman mama....so I guess we'll keep him.<br />
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How could you not?<br />
So there you go. I don't know what else to say. I started working on some really deep enlightened posts...guess I'll get back to encouraging the universe and imparting my immense wisdom. <b>HA!</b> But seriously, be on the lookout for those posts coming soon. And I promise to update you with new house pictures...as soon as I tackle the sink full of dishes and the basket full of dirty laundry.<br />
Let's chat again soon.<br />
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I have been <b>CRAZY</b> busy. I know I say that a lot....but in this case it's actually <b>TRUE</b>! I wouldn't even know where to begin to fill you in, so for tonight let's just start with a teaser.<br />
We bought a house! And now the months and months <i><b>and months</b></i> of renovation projects have ceased and we have started settling in. I will update you all with pictures very soon!<br />
And in the middle of all that renovating I decided to go back to school. Actually, I've been thinking about it for awhile now...just needed to take the plunge. Bad timing aside, I am working hard to complete Bachelors number 2 and start on Masters number 1.<br />
More on that later as well.<br />
For now, know that we are alive and well, living and loving, and faithfully serving.<br />
Oh, and remind me to update you on our newest family member....Tobias. An adorable little nugget of awesomeness. Weenie dogs abound here at The Cottage.<br />
And now, I'm off to join my handsome husband in our super snuggly bed. Sweet dreams, lots of love, prayers and peace.<br />
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And while we got <b>A TON</b> of things done this summer...we still have <b>A TON</b> of things coming up....and <b>A TON</b> of things to do this fall. <b>YAY!</b><br />
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We had a <i>*few*</i> unexpected set backs, expenses, and downpours. And we also had a <i>*few*</i> blessings, gains, and rainbows. My sweet boy puppy Zero had a major urinary infection and back injury..that vet visit was a rough one. Our faithful (or at least paid for) vehicle had a little hiccup..that repair was a rough one (Kudos to my hubby though for fixing it! And thanks to really great friends for the assist!). And a few weeks of unemployment..that was a rough one. The good stuff just keeps pouring in though...more on all that later.<br />
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For now, I want to share our <b><span style="color: #ea9999;">Fun List</span></b>...all the things we've done, we want to do, and we're <b>going</b> to do.<br />
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*4-H Project and Fair. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b> And she got a <span style="color: blue;">blue</span> ribbon!)<br />
*Marching Band. Competitions. State Fair. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b> The band placed 10th overall!)<br />
*Tennis Camp. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Family Reunion in Wisconsin. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Mother/Daughter Photo Outing with Film Cameras.<br />
*New School Year and New Semester. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Go to Kings Island.<br />
*Begin Project Life Album.<br />
*Jubilee Days as Photographer. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Writing Workshops. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b> and ongoing)<br />
*4th of July BBQ with Family and Friends. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Camping Road Trip.<br />
*Connor Prairie.<br />
*Richmond Mudhens Game.<br />
*Indianapolis Indians Game.<br />
*Work Concession Stand at Indianapolis Colts Game.<br />
*Picnic. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Back to School Shopping. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Farmers Market. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b> All Summer.)<br />
*Make Strawberry Freezer Jam. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Build, Plant, and Sustain a Garden. (<span style="color: #ea9999; font-weight: bold;">COMPLETED!</span>)<br />
*Have Garage Sale. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>..well, almost.)<br />
*Make Quote Stones.<br />
*Paint Letters for Wall.<br />
*Update Website. (Be looking for this to be completed upon return from Wisconsin.)<br />
*Open Etsy Shop. (Almost ready.)<br />
*Complete Cookbook Project.<br />
*Begin Hope Chest Project.<br />
*Update Family Tree/Genealogy Project.<br />
*Read. Create Book Review Blog. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b><b style="color: purple;"> </b>Follow along at bookishbanana.blogspot.com)<br />
*Father/Daughter Tennis Competition.<br />
*Watermelon Party. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Make Homemade Ice Cream. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Camping Sleepover Party.<br />
*Unplug Day. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b> Twice.)<br />
*Sunday Game Nights.<br />
*Family Water Fight.<br />
*Take Family Photos.<br />
*Antique Shopping/Junking. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Outdoor Movie Night.<br />
*Go to Drive-In.<br />
*Road Trip to Jungle Jim's and IKEA.<br />
*Traveling Paper Craft Party with G, S, J, N, and Mama.<br />
*Glee Marathon with Small.<br />
*Make Wind Chimes.<br />
*Paint Driftwood Intention Sticks.<br />
*Canoe Trip. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Make Homemade Laundry Soap and Dryer Balls. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Set Up Recycling Station. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Make Homemade Cleaning Products: Establish "Green" Home.<br />
*Begin Canning/Set Up Pantry. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b>)<br />
*Complete Photo Challenges on Instagram. (<b><span style="color: #ea9999;">COMPLETED!</span></b> See them at instagram.com/eosanna)<br />
*Begin Family Bible Study.<br />
*Paint Spirit Rocks for Yoga Space.<br />
*Make Rain Chain and Rainwater Collection Barrel.<br />
*Make Dream Catchers.<br />
*Learn How to Cross Stitch.<br />
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That's a whole bunch of stuff! It's been an <b><i>amazing</i></b> summer so far..and it just keeps getting better! I, for one, can't <b>WAIT</b> for fall...and more fun stuff and quality time with my peeps.<br />
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Working on a post updating the planner notes and schedules. Check back soon for that!<br />
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I truly hope everyone is staying safe, counting their blessings, maximizing the good times, minimizing the bad times, and living life to the fullest! Life is so great...take advantage of it.<br />
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Be gentle and loving with yourselves.<br />
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Peas.<br />
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I can't believe we are here already...<b>AND</b> halfway through the year! I'm working on a Summer To Do List (which, <i>of course</i>, I will share here!)...and getting a big long blog post together. It's going to be exciting...so stay tuned for that!<br />
Also, I have a ton of life lessons and advice to dispense. You know the drill by now.<br />
News, updates, plans, and events. All happening. Right. Here.<br />
And hey, I'm right smack in the midst of a writers workshop. How do you all feel about me posting what I'm creating here? Yea or Nay...vote now!<br />
That's my post for today! Happy Summer, Happy June, Happy Saturday!<br />
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Peas.<br />
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<b><span style="color: #134f5c;">February!</span></b> Small had Solo and Ensemble for band...she got a <span style="color: #bf9000;">gold</span> medal. She also had her first ever fancy pants dance, Snowball. I had a mini meltdown at how grown up she looked, and dad had a mini meltdown about her in a dress! We had a Super Bowl Party, made pizzas at the high school, had a plethora of doctors appointments and birthdays, celebrated Valentine's Day, had a sleepover birthday party, went to a Stampin' Up party and a couple sorority meetings, Small started 4-H, and I celebrated with the girls.<br />
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<b><span style="color: #134f5c;">March!</span></b> Sorority meeting, more doctors appointments, Bunco night, another stamp party, some snow day makeup days that cut into Spring Break, a <i>sliver</i> of Spring Break, some more snow, a phenomenal sale from my business page, a few birthdays, and a Girls Night Out.<br />
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<b><span style="color: #134f5c;">April!</span></b> Finishing up Spring Break, a round of puppy shots..and selling of all 3 babies, more doctors appointments, more sorority meetings...including a State meeting, another Bunco night, <b><i>paying</i></b> taxes..yuck, a photo challenge on Instagram (find me at eosanna), an amazing camera auction, a not so amazing flat tire on the interstate, a band concert, a Girls Night Out, a day of shopping with my girls for a home makeover, Easter, and <b>THE VERA</b> <b>BRADLEY OUTLET SALE!</b> Oh yes, that happened. And it was <b><i>AWESOMESAUCE.</i></b><br />
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<b><span style="color: #134f5c;">May!</span></b> Marching Band started, Jazz Band started, Windy puppy has a birthday, there are more doctors appointments, another Bunco night, a birthday extravaganza, graduation, a sorority dinner event, another photo challenge on Instagram, a work family picnic with the hubby, Memorial Day, and a day in the sun with drinks and girlfriends.<br />
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There's also been dieting, walking, reading, enlightenment, studying, homework, house hunting, cleaning, gardening, shopping, funeraling and sleeping. <i>Shew!</i><br />
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My planner has been busy, too! Dispensing advice, keeping the peace, offering insight, and controlling the chaos. Here's what it has had to say.<br />
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Monday, January 27, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Love more. Worry less.<br />
Monday, February 3, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Don't forget to have a good time.<br />
Monday, February 10, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Never lose sight of the fact that just being is fun.<br />
Monday, February 17, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: All I can do is be me, whoever that is.<br />
Monday, February 24, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Only the ideas we live have any value.<br />
Monday, March 3, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: You are here. Be present.<br />
Monday, March 10, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: I am worth my time.<br />
Monday, March 17, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Hold the vision, trust the process.<br />
Monday, March 24, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Above all, try something.<br />
Monday, March 31, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: You don't need a plan: you just need to be present.<br />
Monday, April 7, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: No one looks stupid when they're having fun.<br />
Monday, April 14, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: I'm unstoppable because I don't know how to stop.<br />
Monday, April 21, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Tread softly, breathe peacefully, laugh hysterically.<br />
Monday, April 28, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Done is better than perfect.<br />
Monday, May 5, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Stop eating garbage. Get on the treadmill. Go.<br />
Monday, May 12, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Relax! Life takes time.<br />
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Sunday, February 2, 2014: <b>RESOLVE</b>: Therefore, let us not pass judgement on one another. Instead, resolve not to put any stumbling block or obstacle in the way of a brother. Romans 14:13<br />
Sunday, February 9, 2014: <b>GRACE</b>: Let your conversation be always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer all. Colossians 4:6<br />
Sunday, February 16, 2014: <b>TRUST</b>: Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. Proverbs 3:5<br />
Sunday, February 23, 2014: <b>HOME</b>: She is loud and defiant, her feet never stay at home. Proverbs 7:11<br />
Sunday, March 2, 2014: <b>WHOLE</b>: Blessed are those who keep His testimonies, who seek Him with their whole heart. Psalms 119:2<br />
Sunday, March 9, 2014: <b>JOY</b>: Each heart knows its own bitterness, and no stranger shares its joy. Proverbs 14:10<br />
Sunday, March 16, 2014: <b>CHARM</b>: Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting, but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. Proverbs 31:30<br />
Sunday, March 23, 2014: <b>QUIET</b>: My wrath against you will subside, my jealousy shall depart; I will be quiet and no longer angry. Ezekiel 16:42 (This happened this week!)<br />
Sunday, March 30, 2014: <b>REST</b>: There the wicked cease from troubling, and there the weary are at rest. Job 3:17<br />
Sunday, April 6, 2014: <b>WAIT</b>: Our persecutors are swifter than the eagles of the heavens...they lay in wait for us in the wilderness. Lamentations 4:19<br />
Sunday, April 13, 2014: <b>PROGRESS</b>: Be diligent in matters, give yourself wholly to them, so that everyone may see your progress. 1 Timothy 4:15<br />
Sunday, April 20, 2014: <b>LOVE</b>: Hatred stirs up dissension, but love covers a multitude of sins. Proverbs 10:12<br />
Sunday, April 27, 2014: <b>LEARN</b>: The suffering you sent was good for me, for it taught me to learn your principles. Psalms 119:71<br />
Sunday, May 4, 2014: <b>BETTER</b>: It is better to trust in the Lord, than to put confidence in man. Psalms 118:8<br />
Sunday, May 11, 2014: <b>FORWARD</b>: So then, beloved, since you are looking forward to this, make every effort to be found spotless, blameless, and at peace with him. 2 Peter 3:14<br />
Sunday, May 18, 2014: <b>GATHER</b>: Whoever is not with me is against me, and whoever does not gather with me scatters. Matthew 12:30<br />
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<b>WOW!</b> All caught up and up to speed. Life...lived real...right here in paradise.<br />
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See you again <b><i>soon</i></b>.<br />
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Peas.<br />
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We all know loud people. People who <i>speak</i> loudly. People who <i>think</i> loudly. People who <i>live</i> loudly. These are the people who command attention, who require notice from others, who always have something to say...an opinion, an idea, or (most annoyingly) the last word. These are people who speak more and hear less. These are people who either control a room...or other people. We might appreciate or envy them for awhile...their no nonsense attitude, their outspokenness, their obvious extroverted personalities. We might even have <b><i>BEEN</i></b> them for awhile. But soon, these same qualities make us spend less and less time with them, make us avoid interactions, make us confrontational or bitter.<br />
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Do you know <b>WHY</b>? Because these people have forgotten how to <b>LISTEN</b>.<br />
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A healthy part of any relationship is communication. Knowing what to say and when to stay silent. Hearing what others say to us is vital in understanding who they are and what they need. How can we expect to help others, to learn about them, to be a support system...if we fail to hear what they are asking for?<br />
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Now understand, <b><i>HEARING</i></b> and <b><i>LISTENING</i></b> are two different things all together. Hearing, in short, is easy. It's biological. But listening? Listening is a skill, a trait, a conscious decision. It involves paying attention. It requires focus. It demands that we actively participate in life, in conversation, in other people. Hearing is background. Listening is front and center.<br />
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Active listening is a way of listening and responding to another person that improves mutual understanding. Often when people talk to each other, they don<span style="font-family: WP TypographicSymbols;">'</span>t listen attentively. They are often distracted, half listening, half thinking about something else. When people are engaged in a conflict, they are often busy formulating a response to what is being said. They assume that they have heard what their opponent is saying many times before, so rather than paying attention, they focus on how they can respond to win the argument.<br />
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My challenge..to myself, and to you if you so desire to join me...is to learn to listen. Actively. To mentally be present and engaged. To stop allowing my focus to wander. To be insightful and attentive. To let go of my desire to win every argument, have the last word, offer my opinion or advice, or be heard. My challenge is to listen..with an open mind and an open heart.<br />
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In the hopes that I will truly <i>hear</i>.<br />
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"The richness of life doesn't lie in the loudness and the beat, but in the timbres and the variations that you can discern if you simply pay attention." (Seth S. Horowitz)<br />
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To everything there is a season...a time to tear and a time to mend, a time to be silent and a time to speak. (Ecclesiastes 3:7)<br />
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Blessings to you all as we learn to listen. To others, to ourselves, and to the universe.<br />
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How incredibly fitting. I have been absent from blogging, absent from sharing my opinions and advice, absent from living here...because I have been living <b>HERE</b>, in the real world. I have been discovering all the little ways I can live the life of my dreams.<br />
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And as cliche as it may sound, as easier said than it is done, I am adopting this ideal as my new mantra. For this blog, for this year, for this life. At least, I promise to try.<br />
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Why? I need to learn to count my blessings (and I have many). To not take things for granted. I think we've <i>all</i> committed that crime in one way or another, which is no way to really live. I've taken far too many things for granted in the past years, and I think it's time to explore a part of myself I don't normally recognize, <b><i>gratitude and happiness</i></b>. I'm hopeful this journey will help me to find inspiration in the little things I do, say, think, find.<br />
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After all, I'm only <b>beginning</b> to learn who I am and what kind of person I want to be.<br />
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But I think I have a pretty good start.<br />
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I am faithfully following His lead.<br />
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Tomorrow, I plan to update everyone on what <b><i>else</i></b> I've been doing for the last few months. There will be lots of updates on those planner notes, as well. And be on the lookout for a new post this weekend, all about listening.<br />
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I've had a much needed and welcome rest. But it feels <b><i>awfully</i></b> nice to be back.<br />
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~There are people who can walk away from you, and believe me when I tell you this-When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try and talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that is left. The Bible said that "they went out from us but they were not for us. For had they been for us, no doubt they would still be with us." {1 John 2:19}</div>
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People leave you because they are not joined to you and if they are not joined to you, you cannot make them stay. Let them go. It doesn't mean they are a bad person, it just means that their part in your story is over. So don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over.</div>
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I have the gift of goodbye, it's the tenth spiritual gift. You have to believe in goodbye. It's not that you're hateful, it's that you're faithful and you must know whatever God means for you to have, He will give it to you. If it takes too much sweat, then you don't need it!</div>
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If you're holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and it was never intended for your life, let it go.</div>
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If you're holding on to a past that hurts and pains, let it go.</div>
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If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth, let it go.</div>
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If someone has angered you, let it go.</div>
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If you are holding on to thoughts of evil or revenge, let it go.</div>
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If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction, let it go.</div>
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If you have a bad attitude, let it go.</div>
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If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better, let it go.</div>
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If you're stuck in the past, let it go.</div>
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If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try, let it go.</div>
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If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship, let it go.</div>
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Let the past be the past, forget the former things, there are always new and better things!~</div>
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OK-I am done with the "let it go" speech. I just think that everyone I know, everyone I want to know, and everyone I don't know could relate to some or all of this. <b><i>Myself especially included.</i></b><br />
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And a little positive affirmation that we are on the right track never hurt anyone.<br />
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Side note, I realized I forgot to post Planner Notes in earlier posts from this week. So here you go:<br />
Monday, January 13, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Today you will shine.<br />
Sunday, January 19, 2014: <b>DELIGHT</b>: In the multitude of anxieties within me, your comforts delight my soul. Psalm 94:19<br />
Monday, January 20, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: Be positive, patient, and persistent.<br />
Sunday, January 26, 2014: <b>ABIDE</b>: I have come as a light into the world, that whoever believes in me should not abide in darkness. John 12:46<br />
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And there you have it.<br />
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Peas.<br />
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Learning how to forgive does not come naturally to us. In fact, forgiveness runs polar opposite to our human nature..and our desire for revenge. When we are hurt by someone, we want to hold a grudge. We want justice. We want others to know <i>and understand</i> our hurts. We want leverage for future interactions and disagreements. The problem? We are <b>ALL</b> wounded. We are <b>ALL</b> guilty. On our best days, our self esteem hovers somewhere between feeble and fragile. We seek approval from others. When they reject us, it hurts. When we encounter disapproval..even perceived disapproval..it sends us into a tailspin of hurt. Even if, and when, others' disapproval or criticism is valid and warranted, it's still hard to digest and take. It reminds us that we have failed in some way. We didn't measure up to expectations...others' or our own.<br />
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But what we must remember is that we <b>ALL</b> have at least one thing in common...we've all failed someone. And each of us also knows the pain of someones failure towards us. Knowing that..it seems we could cut each other a little slack. We're all human after all.<br />
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The main problem is that, if we refuse to forgive others...not only do we foster bitterness in our own hearts, we fail to live up to the promises of Jesus.<br />
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You see, we view forgiveness as a supernatural act that only Jesus is capable of- because he loves us so unconditionally. What we forget is that people are incapable of unconditional love. (Despite the Katy Perry song to the contrary.) Sure we love our spouse, our kids, our parents and family. We love our friends. We love perfect strangers. But, it isn't <i>unconditional</i>. We place demands on them, set rules and obligations. We love them if they treat us right, if they do what we want them to, if they live up to their end of the deal. Conditional.<br />
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And when we are unforgiving of hurts and slights..when we hold grudges..when we seek revenge, or justice, or karma...we forget to trust God with that task.<br />
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But Jesus understands the brokenness of the human spirit. He knows that humans-<i>all humans</i>-are weak. For us, it usually doesn't help to know that those who hurt us are weak, that they are broken like us. That is why it is so important to turn those hurts over to Him. And to forgive- just as He forgave us. Just as we trust Him for our salvation, we must trust Him to make things right on our behalf. Especially when we forgive. He will heal our wounds...so that we may move on with a clean heart and spirit.<br />
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Unfortunately, there are no easy steps to forgiveness. It is a process...a climb...a game of trial and error. But we can be confident that what He <b><i>asks</i></b> us to do, He also provides <b><i>the strength</i></b> to do.<br />
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So...think about this: His forgiveness is abundantly generous. He forgave us willingly, leaving us free of guilt. (Which is the product of an unforgiving heart...the burden of guilt.) It is not something we deserve or earn. <i>Thank goodness</i>. But because of this, He asks us to share this grace. By learning per His example.<br />
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Next we must realize that forgiveness, while exponentially worthwhile, is risky. The person we forgive might fail us again. And again. And possibly again. Perhaps the same way, perhaps many different ways. That is not on us. That is not our fault. Jesus sets no limits on forgiveness...forgiveness counts <b><i>quality</i></b> not <b><i>quantity</i></b>. It's not how many <i>times</i> we forgive someone...it's how <i>well</i>. It cannot be measured and cannot be counted. And we shouldn't even try.<br />
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Lastly, forgiveness is not some cosmic "Oh Well, better luck next time" from Jesus just because we say the right words. Forgiveness must be sincere and welcome. So I urge you to pray for the people who hurt you and begin to ask God to bless them in very specific ways. If you can't do that just yet (and that's OK..), at least ask Him to help you get there eventually. A little bit, a little at a time, is better than not at all.<br />
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Do it because <b>YOU</b> are forgiven. Do it because it's the right thing to do. Do it because you are freeing yourself. And do it in order to accept it from others.<br />
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We are all in this together.<br />
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Peas.<br />
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I often wonder what people mean, how they feel about me, what they say about me to others. I am slowly learning that how other people view me, feel about me, or interact with me is none of my business. My "job" is to live a life worthy of praise...one that leaves nothing open to misinterpretation or causes others to speak negatively about me. My "job" is to make better my world, my surroundings, my charges, and myself...and to inspire others to do the same.<br />
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Sure, I can't control what people think of me, whether they like me, or what they have to say. Sometimes people just don't work well together. But, I <b>CAN</b> give them reasons <b>NOT</b> to leave my company with a negative impression, I can give them cause to celebrate, I can give them pause and peace.<br />
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I can also stop spending my days obsessing over how to change their hearts. Again, not my "job". Everyone doesn't have to be on my fan bandwagon. And that's <b>OK</b>. I have more important things to focus on than winning over negative or toxic people (and there are some)...and I certainly don't need them taking up space in my life. After all, lions do not lose sleep over the opinions of sheep. (<b><i>RAWR</i></b>). I'm not saying that every person you meet or interact with is toxic or negative, or that offenses occur because of that...I'm simply allowing that <i>occasionally</i> you <b>will</b> encounter such people. And it's perfectly acceptable to walk away from that...you will know if it's right. Trust your gut. Don't waste precious time, energy, and emotion trying to figure it out...or worse yet, change them. Let the sheep out to pasture.<br />
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So back to the taking offense. A lesson I need to learn is that every situation, every interaction, every opportunity is not one sided. Nor is it mutually exclusive. Someone else's bad day, bad moment, bad mood does not have to <b>A.</b> be <i>about</i> me <b>B.</b> reflect <i>on</i> me <b>C. </b>be <i>because of</i> me or <b>D.</b> <i>affect</i> me. And vice versa. Life happens. And while sometimes offering yourself to another person is a struggle, as long as I can say I did my very best for other people....I <i>should</i> rest with an easy heart.<br />
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Now, I'm not saying that I will never again get offended. I'm not implying that my feelings will never again be hurt, or that what other people say and do won't have an impact on me. I'm human after all. Nor can I say that I will consistently be super sensitive to others, that my filter is magically functional again, or that I won't, <b><i>without meaning to</i></b>, hurt other people. Undoubtedly I will. Because, once again, I am human. And I am flawed. But, know that I do have the best of intentions and that I am trying. And know that I love you ever so much. Whoever you are...and no matter what.<br />
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Learning to channel emotions is a process. It won't happen overnight. Changing how you view every interaction is daunting..and sometimes exhausting. But, I promise that as we learn to brush off imagined hurts and welcome understanding...we open ourselves up to the greatness we deserve. We lessen the burdens we carry, we lift the heaviness from our hearts, and we release ourselves from the self imposed prison we have created. I say we...because I am <b><i>right there</i></b>...learning, changing, and forgiving. I fight the very same battles and pray the very same prayers.<br />
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And if <b><i>I</i></b> can change <b><i>my</i></b> perception...I know that you can, too.<br />
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Keep the faith, have hope, and remember...<b>you are a lion</b>. Don't lose your power. Every moment is a choice. Choose you. Choose love. Choose understanding. Choose forgiveness. Choose better.<br />
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See you very soon.<br />
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As we enter a new and exciting year, full of promise and reward, there are so many things that we leave behind. 2013 was <b><i>less</i></b> than epic for me. Sure, it had amazing moments..but, I leave it with hope and regret. I have hope that 2014 will be an opportunity for change, for more, for better. And I have regret that 2013 did <b>not</b> live up to my expectations, that people I care about suffered immense pain, and that some of that may have been inflicted by me.<br />
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That was <b><i>NOT</i></b> the legacy I intended to leave behind.<br />
So, let's talk.<br />
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Let's talk about resolutions. Normally, I don't make them. But, this year is different. I'm making them for myself...to change the things I dislike, to begin holding myself accountable, to recognize the mistakes and celebrate the victories.<br />
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I resolve:<br />
To Be: <span style="color: #e06666;">Kinder</span> - to examine the things I do, and proceed with love.<br />
<span style="color: #e06666;">Quieter</span> - to examine the things I say, and respond only with love.<br />
<span style="color: #e06666;">Present</span> - to BE where I am, to enjoy who I'm with, and to live in the now.<br />
<span style="color: #e06666;">Engaged</span> - to fully belong to the moments that surround me.<br />
<span style="color: #e06666;">Active</span> - to better myself and my health.<br />
<span style="color: #e06666;">Gentler</span> - to respect those I love. Not gentler in action...but in word and tone.<br />
<span style="color: #e06666;">Generous</span> - to shower those important to me with love, affection, and time.<br />
<span style="color: #e06666;">Patient</span> - to others and to my own heart. The journey takes time, slow down, enjoy, and learn.<br />
<span style="color: #e06666;">Decisive</span> - to do and say what I mean, to take back the control, and to accept circumstances.<br />
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Let's talk about change. This year, my life changes. I am going back to school. I am going to read more and Internet less. I am going to reconnect with people and spend less time alone. I am going to fill our home with love, resources, and happiness....by baking, cooking, canning, loving, and hugging. <i>I am hugging everyone.</i> I am going to write more and worry less. I am going to let go. I am going to renew my faith, my spirit, and my desires. I am going to succeed. And, most importantly, I am going to survive.<br />
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And, finally, let's talk about blogging. And planners. I received a <b>BEAUTIFUL</b> planner from my sweet husband...even though he is convinced that "planning" is a job for my tablet. That said, you will find a very different blog from here on out. I am opening up the pages of my planner to you..my dear readers. Each week, on Monday, I put a quote in the pages. Something to reflect the journey for the week, something to remind me what I am trying to accomplish, something that speaks to my heart. And each week, on Sunday, I leave a word. A little on that: for the last few years I have chosen one word to define the year. (You can look this up, it varies of course, but <i>I</i> use the One Little Word idea.) Last year, my word was Lovely. And while 2013 certainly had lovely moments...it hardly defined my year as a whole. So, this year, because I couldn't decide on just one word (already failing in that decisive resolution.)...I am using one a week. Some have scripture associated with them. Some a quote. Some are just an ideal..a thought..a goal. Whatever the case...each week I will share with you that word...and what it means moving forward.<br />
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What this means for the blog...I hope to use the blog as a tool this year. To bring me closer to all of you, to provide you with a look into my life, my art, and my soul. I hope to maintain my resolutions here...and allow all of you to hold me to a higher standard and expectation. I hope to share my journey...and I hope to follow yours. And mostly, I hope to express less anger, less toxicity, less pain...and more love. I hope to move on and let go...and I hope to do it successfully.<br />
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So let's begin...shall we?<br />
Monday, December 30, 2013: <b>Note To Self</b>: Before going to sleep at night <b>FORGIVE</b> everyone and sleep with a clean heart.<br />
Sunday, January 5, 2014: <b>JOURNEY</b>: Perhaps I will stay with you for awhile, or even spend the winter, so that you can help me on my journey. 1 Corinthians 16:6<br />
Monday, January 6, 2014: <b>Note To Self</b>: (Listen)3 Thrice, (Think)2 Twice, (Speak)1 Once.<br />
Sunday, January 12, 2014: <b>GROW</b>: And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart. Galatians 6:9<br />
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I'm ready to take on 2014 with a clean heart, a quieter mind, and a healthier soul. And, <i>as always</i>, I am ever so thankful to have you tagging along. And, in case you were interested, my Soul Scripture for this year is Ephesians 5:2..Walk in love. That's the goal.<br />
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So there you have it. Thanks for trudging through that ridiculously long post.<br />
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See you very soon, I hope.<br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">PLAYING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">(Ashamed) Candy Crush Saga. </span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">WATCHING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">Cooking Channel and Food Network.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">TRYING... </span> <span style="color: #444444;">New Things.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">COOKING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">Rarely.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">EATING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">Gluten Free and Mostly Non Processed. (Or Trying To.)</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">DRINKING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">More Water, Less Wine.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">CALLING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">The Shots.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">TEXTING...</span> <span style="color: #444444;">Incapable. Living Off The Cell Phone Grid.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">PINNING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">Anything, Everything, All The Things. But Not HER Things.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">TWEETING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">Only To Actual #Birds. No Time For Twitter.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">CRAFTING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">Challenged. Right Now..A Wreath, Holiday Gifts (sshhh), and Business Stuff.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">SCRAPPING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">A Recipe Book For Small.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">DOING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">Better. Mostly.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">GOING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">Probably to Hell.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">LOVING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span> <span style="color: #444444;">Warm Fires, Strong Coffee, and Them.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">HATING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">Cold. Cold Weather, Cold Feet, Cold Puppy Noses on Bare Skin.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">DISCOVERING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">Joy.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">ENJOYING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">Peace, Quiet, and Freedom From Toxic Bullshit. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">THINKING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">How Lucky I Am.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">FEELING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">Blessed.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">HOPING (FOR)...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">World Peace and Universal Domination.</span><span style="color: #666666;"> </span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">LISTENING (TO)...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">Snow Falling.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">CELEBRATING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">Success. And Another Year of Great Love.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">SMELLING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">Wood Burning In The Fireplace.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">THANKING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">Him.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">CONSIDERING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">Resolutions.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">FINISHING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">Shopping.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">STARTING...</span><span style="color: #b45f06;"> </span><span style="color: #444444;">School.</span><br />
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And that's really it.<br />
Blessings, much love, joy, peace, and Happy Everything!....from my home and heart, to yours.<br />
See you on the snow boot side.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">X<span style="color: #660000;">O</span>X</span><br />
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So, if you are here..and reading this...I am left to assume that you still give a shit, want to know the gory details, <b>are a batshit crazy stalker (Yeah..I'm talking to YOU.)</b>, are supremely bored, snowed in, boycotting Facebook, or can't sign on to Pinterest. Whatever the case...let me fill you in on what's been happening in my little corner of Paradise.<br />
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My sweet little family made some very difficult and heartfelt decisions this fall. We went over our finances and determined that someday we wanted to break into home ownership. That dream turns virtually impossible when faced with the challenges of doing the right thing, being responsible, and giving more than we have. We live <b><i>well</i></b> within our means..have learned to scale back and do without (so that <i>others</i> don't have to)..and ask for very little. But, the sad reality is that we could not continue to pay rent (on a postage stamp home that was too small for our needs) and still <b>save</b> for a home of our own. So...times being what they are...we moved in with family. I am thankful for the opportunity...but it is an adjustment. <b><i>And it's hard.</i></b> Sucking it up though...because I know that the end gain is worth the temporary inconvenience.<br />
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And I learned long ago that it doesn't matter <b>WHERE</b> you live....as long as you are with the people you love. And I certainly am.<br />
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My health has been teetering on the downside for awhile now. I was recently diagnosed with Celiac Disease...but that has done little to fix the underlying problems. I have changed my diet, live restricted, and take the prescribed medication...but the bad days still outnumber the good. It's unfortunate...but for now, it is my reality. There is talk of a new diagnosis...but I await a visit to yet another doctor and more tests to confirm that suspicion. Meanwhile, a long suffering knee injury has decided to make an appearance....and that may require some surgery to rectify. <b>AND</b>..as if that all wasn't enough..I have somehow injured my back, requiring three times a week visits to the local Physical Therapist. <i>Fun times!</i><br />
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On a <b>super</b> positive note, Eos Photography has had an amazing transformation! I am infinitely blessed to be able to do what I love, when I want, and to share it with others. I have been busy building websites, creating art, and networking. I was lucky enough to get invited to some amazing local craft shows...and was able to enjoy some moderate success. Not to mention that I met some really great folks and made new clients and friends. I have been hard at work keeping that portfolio flush with images....ready to tackle the new year. If you are interested, you can check out the new website at <a href="http://eosphotography.weebly.com/">http://eosphotography.weebly.com/</a> and, as always, you can visit me on the Eos blog. Drop me a line and let me know you stopped by.<br />
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Husband and I celebrated an anniversary recently. Kept it fairly low key...dinner, a movie, a little Christmas shopping. It was just nice to spend some quality time with him and engage in a little PDA. Thanksgiving was a lovely affair this year, quiet and filled with love. Small got in on the cooking action, we tried a few new recipes, and everyone got to take a little nap on the couch in front of the fire. Sometimes its just nice having everyone at home and under one roof....ya know?<br />
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We are expecting another litter of sweet little mini weenies sometime in January. Small is maintaining a straight A average in school this year. I am slowly, but surely, plugging away on that book of mine. And I just recently decided to go back to school. I haven't made any <b>OTHER</b> decisions about that...just that it's happening. (so don't ask.)<br />
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So now you all know. And now I'm all updated. So stop bitching.<br />
But I'm sure....with the holidays and all....that <b><i>I</i></b> will have plenty to bitch and snark about soon. I know how much you've missed it. In the meantime, don't do anything I wouldn't do. Should leave you with plenty of options.<br />
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See ya on the snow boot side. (That's like the flip flop side...but colder. Brrrr.)<br />
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<a href="http://www.mylivesignature.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://signatures.mylivesignature.com/54489/190/DADF470BC0DD0DCA281B486F6615DFD5.png" style="background: transparent; border: 0 !important;" /></a>Annahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13770384092093097766noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7530583521748220753.post-40392017748965043732013-08-17T00:57:00.000-04:002013-08-17T01:00:26.143-04:00For The Win...I have had a <i>crazy</i> busy day today...and Holy Hell... as I sit here typing this post for you and waiting for the oven timer to buzz, <b>AGAIN</b>, I realize it's not quite over yet. But that's <b><i>SUPERFINE</i></b>....because it was totally worth it!!<br />
What did I do, you ask? <b>OH</b>...you <b>DIDN'T</b> ask?...Then why the <i>fuck</i> are you still reading this?<br />
(Begin at the beginning)...It's Jubilee Days Weekend in my hometown. Since some of you aren't from here <i>(too bad for you)</i>...that's just a little thing my town does the third weekend of every August. You know...a parade, flea market vendors, crafty shit, deep fried food, seeing anyone and everyone and then some. The high school classes hold their reunions (speaking of which...mine is this year. And for those of you interested...I'm skipping it.) and it's usually a roaring good time! There's always a little <b><i>something</i></b> for everyone. I love it...like most people...and I anticipate it and look forward to it each year. It's kinda the summer going away party (school used to start here the week following Jubilee...but that changed this year.) It's gotten <b>MUCH</b> smaller...and a little less eventful...from the Jubilees of my youth, but..for me anyway...it's a cherished tradition. And you know how I am about tradition.<br />
So it started today. Tomorrow is the parade and most of the activities, but a few really fun things got going this evening. I started out <b><i>MY</i></b> day with my dear friend G....we are working tomorrow in the sorority booth doing really fun crafts with the kiddos! (<b><i>I KNOW...RIGHT</i></b>?! That's the <b>LAST</b> place you'd expect to find <b>ME</b>! Crafts <b><i>AND</i></b> Kids!).....so today we needed to get supplies gathered, make super creative signage, and go over some last minute details. It was wicked fun and I got to get a little craft groove on.<br />
After all that artsy fartsy marker and paper cutter work, <i>this</i> girl was starving. Crafting is hard work. Nothing sounded better to me than the Fish Fry. Hell Yeah. So, since I had neglected my sweet husband...in lieu of markers and poster board...we grabbed him and headed uptown for some deep fried fishies. UM..<b><i>YUM!</i></b><br />
<b>AND</b>....did I mention there <i>happened</i> to be a Car Show this evening? <b>NO</b>? Now, y'all know how much I love me some shiny chrome. So, I scarfed down my sammie (I even ate the bread...cause this is a special 'casion.)...grabbed my hubs and my camera, deposited G with her husband (he is helping run the car show..which means now G is helping as well. The things we do for our spouses.)...and went in search of amazing photography! <b><i>FOUND</i></b>! Give me a couple days to finish stuffing my facehole with Jubilee goodness and I will share them with you!<br />
<b><i>ANYWHO</i></b>....after walking the gamut a couple of times, eating a megaloid ice cream cone, visiting with townies, and checking out the first round of wares....I stopped back at G's table. By this point <b><i>MY</i></b> husband was done and ready to go home (he has the attention span of an ADHD gnat) so I sent him on and stayed with G to help, visit, and continue snapping. Because, as it turns out, I became the "unofficial official" event photographer!<br />
As if that wasn't exciting enough...I also got to <b>JUDGE</b> the Car Show. OK...so it was just to settle a tie. But hey...I still got to pick my favorite six cars. Do I know anything about cars...other than "I love the color of that one", "ooh, that one's got sparkles", or "OMG, a cherry red mustang"....<b>NOPE</b>. Four wheels and an engine.....but I know what I like. And after today...so does everyone else!<br />
And now...because I'm the <b><i>BEST MOM EVER</i></b>, I'm up at 12:45 in the morning...baking 9 gazillion and 5 Peanut Butter cookies for my kids "Cavity Table" tomorrow. She is heading to Washington D.C. in October and needs to raise some funds.....so here<b><i> I</i></b> am, baking away. Something seems off to me.<br />
And on <b>THAT</b> note....I'm taking the last batch out of the oven and heading to bed. Tonight I am more than ready.<br />
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See ya on the flip flop side!!!<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">X<span style="color: #bf9000;">O</span>X</span><br />
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I went in to the Summer with great intentions. And realistically....we got quite a bit accomplished considering how little time we had together, how little money we had to spend, and how little...<i>ambition</i>...we had to do much of anything. It was just one of those Summers. Too hot...too broke...too tired...too far...etc etc.<br />
But we pushed through and found that once I convinced them to trust me....they had a pretty good time. Mom usually knows best. One of these days they will learn that on their own, huh?<br />
<b><i>ANYWHO</i></b>.....we've been hard at work figuring out a new 'Back To School Routine' that works for everyone (you know...with one bathroom and limited floor space?!), planning all those weeknight sports outings and school projects, and penciling in a whole heaping ton of fun activities to keep us together..keep us busy...and keep us moving....until the snow and hibernation happens! I got a little tired of calling it a 'Bucket List' (as that sounds so depressing...)....<b>SO</b>...in true Messy fashion, I've renamed our list to better suit our family. <i>Drum Roll Please</i>......<br />
I present to you.....the.....<br />
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<span style="color: #bf9000;"><b>Shit We Wanna Do List: Early Fall Edition</b></span> (better, right?)<br />
<ul>
<li>Go on an unplanned adventure.</li>
<li>Have photo shoots. Take photo outings.</li>
<li>Complete another photo challenge. Blog about it.</li>
<li>Add to growing portfolio.</li>
<li>Go to the zoo. </li>
<li>Go to drive-in movie.</li>
<li>Go on a picnic.</li>
<li>Go to flea market. (Farmers Pike will do!)</li>
<li>Go to Connor Prairie.</li>
<li><strike>Jubilee Days. Work in Kids Craft Booth!</strike> <span style="color: #bf9000;"><b>DONE!!</b></span></li>
<li>Make fall wreath.</li>
<li>Make homemade laundry soap and fabric softener.</li>
<li>Go to auctions. </li>
<li>Create Family Binder.</li>
<li>Go to Kings Island for HalloScream.</li>
<li>Finish Family Cookbook. Work on digital version.</li>
<li>Stampin' Up Party!</li>
<li>Have a Spa Day with Small.</li>
<li>Finish back deck decorating.</li>
<li>Go camping. Sleep in tent. Cook over fire. Survive the night.</li>
<li>Go on Zombie Walk.</li>
<li>Finish Smalls bedroom redo.</li>
<li>Begin Hope Chest Project.</li>
<li>Write!</li>
<li>Take art classes with Small at the Arts Place.</li>
<li>Road trip to Jungle Jim's in Ohio.</li>
<li>Take the train to Chicago for the weekend.</li>
<li>Visit Metamora, Indiana during the holidays.</li>
<li>Visit Nashville, Indiana. Stay a weekend in Brown County. Shop. Eat. Leaf peep.</li>
<li>Go on Fall Leaf Hike at Arboretum.</li>
<li>Prepare holiday card and homemade gift lists.</li>
<li>Update address book.</li>
<li>Globe Project.</li>
<li>Begin planning Holiday Party.</li>
<li>Do something unexpected for Hubby.</li>
<li>Get caught up on Goodreads Reading Challenge. (I am wicked behind!!)</li>
<li>Have Family Unplugged Day: Board games, Fondue, Sleeping bags in Living Room, Scary movie.</li>
<li>Begin Homesteading: Canning, Preserving, and Stocking.</li>
<li>Work on building up dream pantry.</li>
<li>Practice a random act of kindness.</li>
<li>Chili Tailgate Party.</li>
<li>Halloween Costume Party. (Smalls Request)</li>
<li>Go to Apple Orchard. Pick apples.</li>
<li>Make homemade Apple Butter and Apple Sauce.</li>
<li>Set up recycling station at home.</li>
<li>Go fishing at Summit Lake.</li>
<li>Make homemade dish rags and kitchen towels.</li>
<li>Make quote stones.</li>
<li>Make fleece scarves for football games & cross country meets! Go Tigers!</li>
<li>Finish crocheted scarf before first snowfall.</li>
<li>Build a headboard -or a whole bed- for master bedroom.</li>
</ul>
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Shew!! That's a lot of stuffs!!! Honestly, I know that most of it falls into the "Shit for mom to do" realm. But, I <i>think</i> I'm OK with that. Pretty sure it's my job anyway. You know, just like everything else.<br />
So there you have it.....a little peek into my world the next few months. Oh, don't worry...there will still be plenty of sass, lots of smarts, and probably a little bitch as well. <b>THAT</b> <i>never</i> changes. Keep your eyes peeled for updates and new posts....but don't be all on here like daily...cause I got other shit to do! And that's creepy.<br />
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See ya on the flip flop side!<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">X<span style="color: #bf9000;">O</span>X</span><br />
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Well...<i>too bad</i>! Cause I'm gonna share anyway! I recently updated my Summer Bucket List to reflect all the super great stuffs we did this summer--even though it felt <b>WICKED</b> short! We are already back to school and back in the swing of things. <b>SO WEIRD</b>!<br />
So I am hard at work on a new and improved (and carried over and recycled) Early Fall Bucket List (and actually I'm <i>sick</i> of calling them 'Bucket Lists'...so I'm working on a new name as well!)...full of all the crazy shit we want to get accomplished before the hustle bustle of holidays and cold weather and hibernation! It's <b><i>totally</i></b> doable....you know - between Band, football games, work, school, Cross Country meets, homework, writing, puppies, chores, cooking, real life, and world domination! Eeeks...when did we get so <b>BUSY</b>? Anyways...be on the lookout for <b><i>that </i></b>post super soon.<br />
It's State Fair Week here in my corner of the globe...so that means deep fried deliciousness, baby farm animals, people watching, and photo bombs of epic proportions. And for those of you who follow Little League Baseball...you should know that the 2013 Indiana <b>State</b> winning team was from none other than my hometown! We fought a hard battle for Nationals....but considering that my hometown has a population of approximately 2000 people, I'd say that's pretty darn impressive for a group of 13 year old boys. ('Don't Stop Believin' now makes me cry like a little girl.)<br />
What <b>else</b> has been happening, you ask? (And what is up with that totally cryptic...but spot on hilarious blog title!?) <b><i>WELL</i></b>.....as some of you may now be aware, I had a pretty big "falling out" with the bestie earlier this summer. Small hiccup...<b><i>maybe</i></b>? Sometimes you just have to let people go when they need to go, learn what they need to learn, say what they need to say, and keep your own karma in check. I can't tell you it was easy though. I spent a lot of days in bed. I cried a lot. I questioned things that I had said, decisions I had made, and dissected every inch of myself and my life. Our "break-up" broke me. It rattled me to my very core. (And for those of you keeping score...relish those points. But read on.)<br />
Then, one day...I woke up...I stopped crying..I got out of bed..and I started living. I cleaned my neglected house. I loved my neglected family. And I repaired my neglected soul. (A big thanks to my peeps for being so patient and understanding during this "phase"!)<br />
And I found happiness. And, strangely enough, our lives have never been better. I started blocking people. I stopped following the drama. I learned not to care. I stopped allowing joy to be taken from me. I walked away from toxicity and anger. <b><i>And I stayed away.</i></b><br />
And really amazing things began to happen for us. Our Karma changed. Not only that...but my house has never been cleaner. I started writing again. I lost some weight. We have an amazing routine that works for our family. We are having fun. We laugh more. We love more. We have learned to enjoy our moments...and each other.<br />
I don't rightly know what the correlation is...but it's worth noting.<br />
I don't know what will happen from here on out. I can't predict what lies in my future. I know that my heart is a big ol' glutton....but my brain will probably require some ground rules moving foward.<br />
During all that struggling and suffering....I (re) discovered a few universal truths. (Oh <i>come on</i>...you <b><i>knew</i></b> that was coming!)<br />
Hang on to your britches folks....cause Imma 'bout to lay some real world learning down on ya. I learn the lessons so you don't have to. You're fucking welcome.<br />
Cray bitches be trippin'. And <b><i>not</i></b> in a good way. And they won't, can't, and <b><i>will never</i></b> change. No matter what sweet pearl clutchin' sob story they tell you. Or how many times they tell it. All the big pretty houses, fancy top of the line stuffs, and beach vacations don't make up for a shitty personality or years of repeated hurtful behaviors. Fixins is fixins. Pathological is pathological. Wrap it up nice...but the inside is still a hot mess of crazy.<br />
Call me what you will...but I'd much rather be authentic, loved, honest, respected, admired, liked, appreciated, trusted, and true...in 900 square feet (and poor as shit), than anything otherwise in all the mansions of the world.<br />
And a word on that...if you have to persuade, manipulate, con, convince and/or prove to others that you are happy...are you really? True happiness shines out of a person - because their heart is too big to hold it all. <b><i>Happy just happens.</i></b> If you have to force it..well...then you're probably doing it wrong. And making everyone around you miserable in the process.<br />
I know who I am. I know what I want. I know where I'm going. And, <i>finally</i>, I think I know how to get there...and who I want along for the ride. I am <b><i>thankful</i></b> for the people in my life. Past and present. I <b>know</b> I'm not perfect. But, I also know that my worst moments are still just a tiny drop in a larger bucket - and that I have friends and loved ones ready to remind me of that. The world revolves around none of us. My problems are small. We are healthy. We are together. We have love. We have all that we need. We have enough.<br />
I don't need to chase love, affection, attention, friendship, or respect. Because I have lived a life <b>WORTHY </b>of those things. I have given...and so I receive. Can you...<b>TRULY</b>...say the same? Because - as I have witnessed, learned, and experienced - <b>every</b> relationship, <b>every</b> encounter, <b>every</b> moment is an opportunity to express love. To be better. To strive for more. To change. Others...and yourself. Go full circle.<br />
Jesus Karma Buddha. (or whatever you believe in.)<br />
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TEACH<br />
LEARN<br />
DESTROY<br />
CREATE<br />
EXPLORE<br />
RETURN<br />
REAP<br />
SOW<br />
TAKE<br />
GIVE<br />
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I might still be a work in progress...I might still be adjusting the learning curve...but at the end of the day...I can honestly say that I have people in my corner. <b>YOU</b> don't have to be one of them. I'm not for everyone. All I know is that in this life, I am trying to make a difference and treat people the best way that I know how. I might make mistakes. I might fumble the ball on occasion. Because I'm human.<br />
And that's OK.<br />
So take a good look...<br />
On my side, by my side, or in my fucking way. Your choice. But know this...it's a new day. Take the opportunity to make <b><i>better</i></b> choices, work some shit out, check yourself, say a little something something and breathe.<br />
<b><i>And then move the fuck on.</i></b><br />
That's all anyone can ask for.<br />
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See ya on the flip flop side!<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">X<span style="color: #bf9000;">O</span>X!!</span><br />
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But...then...you know...life happened. Not an excuse. Just the facts. Truthfully....I could catch it up and start it whenever I wanted to...and maybe I still will...or maybe I will just take the month off, lay low, relax, and enjoy my summer without the added pressure.<br />
In the meantime I wanted to stop by...say hello...and fill you in on what's been happening.<br />
Hello. And nothing.<br />
I did some inventory of my life recently...and sometimes in the hard decisions, you make mistakes. I've made my share. And I've owned up to them, admitted them, and apologized for them. Am I ready to take steps backward? <b><i>Nope</i></b>. But...in the moving forward process, you have to be willing to let go of some things, open up to new experiences and adventures, and actually <i>move forward</i>.<br />
What all that means is....just because you shut the door, doesn't mean you have to lock it.<br />
Things may never be what they once <b>WERE</b>....people change, relationships change, needs change. But love doesn't change. Hearts don't change. Memories don't change.<br />
You just learn to make <b>NEW</b> ones.<br />
Sure..this time around I'll be more cautious. I'll listen to my gut. I'll take different people along for the ride (like people who <b>WANT</b> to be there and can appreciate the journey.). I'll spill my secrets a little more secretly. I'll stand up for myself. I'll leave the drama and toxicity on the shore. I'll keep my heart under lock and key. I'll listen more and talk less. I'll offer less of myself....and therefore give more of myself. And I'll do it all willingly.<br />
Lessons learned.<br />
It's been a crazy few days.<br />
Hopefully I can find some time to get started on something creative soon....or at least give you a reason to keep coming here. Wouldn't want to have you running off or anything!<br />
For now...sending thoughts, well wishes, healing vibes, good mumba ga juju, tons of prayers and a heaping steaming pile of love to y'all. (Especially to one recently less a gall bladder!) Hang in there...take care of you...and have a great (safe) week.<br />
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See ya on the flip flop side!!<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">X<span style="color: #bf9000;">O</span>X!!</span><br />
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Now that I've shared <b>WAY</b> too much information with you...<br />
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<b><span style="color: #bf9000;">Favorite Comfort Food:</span></b><br />
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<i>My mothers homemade fudge.</i> She doesn't make it very often, so it's truly a treat when I can get it...and I remember holidays and special occasions and tins full of the chocolaty confection. It always makes me happy when I know it's around...and she bribes me home with promises of it..even now.<br />
<i>My husbands egg gravy.</i> He makes it for me when I am ill, or sad, or hungover. With my weird stomach, sometimes it's the only thing I can tolerate...but he just whips up a batch and never questions it. If he's feeling exceptionally generous, he'll also make up some of his delicious Tapioca...another of my comfort foods. He's pretty good to me like that.<br />
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Don't get me wrong...I love food. There are a <b>LOT</b> of foods that bring me comfort and make me really happy. Foods that I turn to when I am sad, bored, sick, hurting, lonely. But some foods are just in your heart and soul....<br />
I hope you've had a loverly weekend. This concludes the blog challenge for this month. There have been some ups and downs....I have enjoyed sharing with all of you...and I am thankful for the opportunity. Still debating on whether to attempt another challenge in July....guess you'll have to wait and see. Thanks for tagging along....it's certainly been an interesting ride so far.<br />
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See ya on the flip flop side!<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">X<span style="color: #bf9000;">O</span>X!!</span><br />
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Impressive, huh?<br />
Blogging...not on the top of my priority list. Besides....my Bucket List has been posted very plainly on the side of my blog for <b><i>AGES</i></b> for anyone to read...anytime they wanted to read it.<br />
But, for the sake of argument....hows about I just copy and paste it here for you?<br />
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<b><span style="color: #bf9000;">Top Things On My Bucket List:</span></b><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">01. Travel the World (or at least see America).</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">02. Learn to Knit and/or Crochet.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">03. Learn to Quilt.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">04. Get to My Goal Weight. Maintain it.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">05. Plant a Garden.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">06. Buy a House.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">07. Grow Out My Hair.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">08. Own My Own Studio.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">09. Publish A Book.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">10. Take My Family To Disney World.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">11. </span><strike style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">Get Married</strike><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">. </span><strike style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">Someday</strike><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">. </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white; color: #999999; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">COMPLETED! 11.22.11</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">12. Learn to Play Golf.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">13. Read My Bible Again.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">14. Learn to Change A Tire, My Oil, and The Windshield Wipers.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">15. Take Photography Classes.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">16. Become Involved in School, Community, and Local Politics.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">17. Recycle.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">18. Learn to Speak Norwegian.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">19. Experience a Christian Louboutin Boutique.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">20. Spend a Day Practicing Random Acts of Kindness.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">21. Take a Cooking Class.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">22. Go to Mardi Gras. Get Beads.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">23. Learn to Play the Piano. Let My Mom Be My Teacher.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">24. Join or Start a Book Club.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">25. Go to The Kentucky Derby. Wear a Great Hat.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">26. Visit Norway. Bicycle the Countryside.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">27. Research and Discover My Ancestry. Create a Family Tree.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">28. Play Poker in Vegas.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">29. Host a Dinner Party.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">30. Go Shopping in Paris.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">31. Tour Savannah Georgia.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">32. Gather Favorite Family Recipes. Create a Cookbook.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">33. Earn a Master's Degree.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">34. Go On a Safari.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">35. Swim With Dolphins.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">36. Celebrate a 50th Wedding Anniversary (or as close as we can get!)</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #4c4c4c; font-family: 'Walter Turncoat'; font-size: 13px; line-height: 20.796875px;">37. See a Lantern Festival.</span><br />
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I don't rightly know how feasible some of those lofty goals are....but a good chunk of them I plan on getting done. Sooner rather than later. And I add to it constantly. Which I suppose is a good thing.<br />
Because as they say in one of my all time favorite movies....'Get busy living or get busy dying.'<br />
Which are you doing?<br />
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See ya on the flip flop side.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">X<span style="color: #bf9000;">O</span>X!!</span><br />
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<b><span style="color: #bf9000;">Last Time I Cried:</span></b><br />
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Recently.<br />
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I really don't think that requires further explanation. Boo hoo...cry cry..move on.<br />
Eating, medicating, sleeping and healing...in order to <b><i>fully</i></b> enjoy my weekend with my family. Sending positive vibes to all of you.<br />
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See ya on the flip flop side.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-large;">X<span style="color: #bf9000;">O</span>X!!</span><br />
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